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I have done those freebee things: marketing for 501c3.
marketing for my husbands contracts... free free free. Fundraising for state agencies...things that don't matter to my husband or family.  I love that my husband and I are so different. He is actually a republican, but votes his concience. So there I am on the teeter totter of the real world and my heart. Who can I really help and how will the affect my family. Is it better just to stay a phone call and five minutes away? That is the question.